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This journal is mostly dead. Everything is locked except for fic. If I missed a story, let me know and I will unlock it.
If you are looking for any of my fic you will find them here.
To victory, it feels unfamiliar but it tastes like chicken. |
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| Fail |
[May. 30th, 2012|04:23 pm] |
I fail at doing work today, so I shall post to LJ instead of trying to work and failing at it.
I have sort of reached my breaking point with the chronic fatigue issues. I've been tired and sick and cranky and basically and at wits end. And I don't think my medicine is working anymore and I don't want to keep on upping the dose because that's not good for me either. So I have decided to break up with my doctor, who I adore as a friend, but I don't think he's the best doctor for me right now, and find a GP who has a lot of knowledge of chronic fatigue.
And also want to start up therapy again. I've kind of been in denial at the effect chronic fatigue has had on me and I need help figuring out how to manage my life with this because I am doing a terrible job of it right now.
Anyway, that's the state of me right now. It is a very sleepy, cranky state.
I'm still working on Veela Kaner, but I keep on getting distracted by Avengers fic and sleep.
I am also excited for summer and debating chopping off all of my hair again.
How is everyone else doing? |
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| Bleh |
[May. 28th, 2012|05:28 pm] |
I haven't done any of the memorial day things I was supposed to do because my stomach is not good right now, so I've just been playing this awesome game all afternoon which I highly recommend.
You have to download it, but it's free. And it is by far the best free game I've ever played.
It's called Ib and it's all boug a little girl who gets lost in a very, very haunted and fucked up art gallery. And it seems really straight forward and easy at first, but it's really, really not. The story is awesome and it's genuinely extremely creepy in parts and I got very, very wary at one point because you pick up this dude, Gary, as the game goes along and he's this older guy who helps Ib out with the big words in the gallery labels and moves big things for her and I was going to kind of vomit about that, but Gary is kind of awesome and scolds Ib for being a whiner at various points and then you get to slap the shit out of him to save his life which is very satisfying.
And now I am all sad because Gary is trying to sacrifice himself for Ib and I'm not having that shit. Especially because I think I'm at this Gary needing to sacrifice himself part because I fucked up something earlier because I was too slow ripping apart creepy dolls. I love you and your asshole ways, Gary!!! Don't die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyway, you can download it here - http://www.mediafire.com/?47doxb3uu2c7j3b - and I want other people to play it so I can hear what happens when you don't fuck up the part I fucked up because I'm too lazy to go back and play the game again. |
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| Oh my god!!! |
[May. 27th, 2012|06:53 pm] |
Suits did a hockey promo!!!!!!!! I have no clue why or how this happened, but it is a beautiful, beautiful thing:
http://heartsuits.tumblr.com/post/23754449076/gmacht-suits-nhl-promo
Seriously. I need to know the whole story of Harvey eating his breakfast cereal out of the Stanley Cup. Also, Mike is totally about 2 seconds away from offering sex to get taken to the Hockey game.
I think I finally have the motivation to finish watching the first season of Suits. |
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| Monday stuff |
[May. 21st, 2012|06:41 am] |
1. I had a dream that I was playing hockey with Jonathan Toews and he got mad at me because I wouldn't play by his stupid made up rules.
2. My back hurts :( I hate my back.
3. I am officially obsessed with Avatar: The Last Airbender. I'm half way through season one and though I have a pretty good idea where the story is going, I'm impressed by the storytelling.
4. I need to rage more about Dan Harmon being fired.
It was done in a dick way, but that's honestly the least of my issues. It was also a stupid move. I know a lot of people are going to still watch next year, but it definitely aggravated a large portion of the fanbase and I don't think whatever they do next season to attract a new audience is going to make up for what they lose.
And I'm also just kind of irrationally protective of Dan Harmon because I honestly think he's a genius. I know he can be a total asshole and says insanely stupid things, but he also actually admits when he makes mistake with his show and tries to fix them. I can't think of another showrunner who does that. He admitted that he took Pierce too far last year and fixed it. And he also admitted that he didn't know what to do with Shirley last season so they avoided writing her and then fixed it this year giving her more back story and much more to do.
And I hate being THAT fan, but I get enraged every time I here people saying that they are still going to watch next season because the show might be enjoyable next year, but it won't be Community. It will be Community fanfic or the Community characters in a weird alternate timeline. The show is just so much Dan Harmon's show that the idea of anyone else in charge is just icky to me.
I get the show is not for most people (and not in the snotty way that I think people don't get it, I know it's weird and off putting) and that Dan Harmon is certainly not for most people, and I get that networks and studios and whatnot all need to make money, but I just wanted my amazingly wonderful bit of genius television left alone for one more season :( |
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| Boo! |
[May. 19th, 2012|12:12 pm] |
I am so upset with the news that Dan Harmon isn't going to be showrunner for Community next year.
It seems like such a stupid decision. And it seems like the only writer/producer who gets the show who will still be around next year is Megan Ganz. And I adore Megan and want a great future for her, but she's not going to be showrunner, so I don't know how much influence she will actually have.
And I love the actors a lot, but this kind of makes me not want to watch next year and treat the season finale like a series finale.
Boo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| :( |
[May. 16th, 2012|08:37 pm] |
So this morning on my way to work I am stopped a stoplight and I hear this screech behind me and then there is a crash and another and then my car is slammed from behind. Apparently some girl hadn't been paying attention and so had slammed into a stopped car which slammed into a large tank like SUV which slammed into my car. My car was not damaged, but I hit the back of my head against my seat hard and jolted my (finally totally better until moment) back.
I drive to work thinking its really no big deal, but then around 2 start feeling awful and in a whole lot of pain and end of having to go to the emergency room. No concussion, but bruised head and sprained back :( I have the good drugs now and am going to sleep.
But what a fail day! |
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| Help!!!!!!!!! |
[May. 13th, 2012|05:40 pm] |
I am work alone on a Sunday and it is creepy!!!!!!!!!!!! I need happy stories and fun pictures to make everything better.
Please help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| Ugh |
[May. 13th, 2012|09:01 am] |
Dear Chronic Fatigue Syndrome,
I hate you. A lot.
No love,
Me
Okay, my weekend so far:
Friday night, I fell asleep at around 8 and then slept until 11 on Saturday. And then was up for about two hours, and then slept for 6 more hours. And then was up for another 2 hours, and then slept until this morning. I could sleep all day today, but I have about 12 hours of work to do, so that is not happening :(
This sucks. And this is generally how my weekends are. And what is getting scary is that the medicine I take to stay away during the week doesn't seem to be working as well anymore.
I did start watching Avatar: The Last Airbender in the few hours I was awake yesterday and it is pretty adorable. |
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| Friday |
[May. 11th, 2012|06:52 am] |
Two things:
1. While watching last night's episode of Community I seriously thought: "Hey! this is just like that episode of Red Dwarf!" That is not something I ever thought I would think while watching a sit-com on NBC. Also, the scene in the mental hospital was amazing. I think I actually liked this fake clip show better than last year's.
And Community was renewed!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!! Only for 13 episodes, but I have a feeling it will end up getting a full season though I am very curious to see if Chevy Chase comes back next year.
2. I HAVE AN AVENGERS PROBLEM! Seriously. I really so ship everyone/everyone else. And I love Tony/Bruce, but I also love Tony/Steve, and Tony/Pepper is fun too, and it's not just Tony I pair with everyone because I feel like Clint goes well with everyone too, and Steve clearly needs lots of sex from the entire team, and yeah. And though I bounce around fandoms, usually I pretty OTP about a pairing in that fandom, but not this time. Everyone needs to be dating everyone else and being adorable with each other and having lots of sex and blowing shit up together and bonding. THIS IS ALL VERY CONFUSING TO ME! |
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